painful yet."

"Wanting you is hard to forget, loving you is hard to regret, losing you is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most

Goodbye Sophomore Year!

I guess this is gooodbye to sophomore year & all that's come along with it. The stress over schoolwork is gone, for about 2 months.

Sophomore year was by far the WORST year of my life. I had such a hard time this year, whether it was with my parents, my relationship, or even with friends. I have dealt with all of that in the course of these nine months. Sometimes I wondered, why me? I still do at times. But as time goes by I've realized that everything really does have a reason behind it. I lost a best friend, only to later gain new ones. In those new friends I've found true ones. "Things fall apart so that better things can fall into place." All the thanks in the world to God.
& as for my relationship with Aaron, wow has that been rough. Can honestly say it's beeen SHIT. Fighting&the making up, problems with this and that. I can't really say anymore if I KNOW that we're going to be together for a long time, I guess we're just taking it one day at time.
Crazy year. Overall, I'm pretty much content with what I have right now though. I'm thankful.

HELLO SUMMER :D

Well

Fml.

FML

Alrightt, well first off, the week has started off to be unbearably HOT! I almost can't take it. But whatever, I guess I'ma take it like a man! Haha.
I wish I knew what I wanted in my life right now. I don't understand why I'm feeling this way now, it's hard to even explain. I guess I'll turn all my problems to God though, cause He knows what to do. I obviously don't. I'll be sixteen pretty soon. Can't wait :) Might do something for my birthday, might not.

K well, FML.
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Can you say, sleepy?

So today was quite boring D: Could've gone to the beach if I had a ride, & well, I could've done other things too -___-
But it's all good, I'm sleepy anyways haha. I can't wait for my birthday, exactly a month from today :) Which also means license in early June, if I pass the driving test :D ooh and yes ofcourse, only 7 or so weeks left of school! How perfect is that. I'm not looking forward to STAR testing, or csts. I know I'm going to dread finals in June. Too bad I couldn't do Link Crew cause I'll be gone for the most of the summer meetings :/ how lame is that! Next year though. So I'm pretty bothered by certain people right now. No names mentioned. But in general, arrogant people piss me off
-_______- pissed me off in pe the other day. K well nap time for me :D Or not....
Bye.